Maybe you will never see this, cuz you don't give me a shit, or it is the way you live your life. I feel bad to say this, and I could have misunderstood your attitude, but I do feel like I'm an idiot bothering people who don't want to have any affair with me. Yes you care about me, I see that, and yes you wish me a good life, I know that too. But I'll never know what is truly in your heart. What a funny thing it is! I used to consider myself being the one who can understand you, know your needs and pain. But no no no, I was so wrong. Let me put this in another way: We both realize the true, but there are always somebody that do not allow us to face it. Ain't they ourselves, are we?