December 26
I'm trying to get up early in the morning these days, and finally I see a bit result today. Without too much struggle, I managed to get up at 8:15 am this morning. But the problem is my mind seems not waking up, and I can nearly see little birds flying and singing around me!! Sigh...... It took me almost an hour and a half to finish shower and skin care, damn... I'm so fucking out of control, it's not even 10 am now, but I've been really tired. Well, I shouldn't be like this, I'd better get all the freaking stupid thoughts out of my mind, and get all the freaking stupid people out of my sight. Tomorrow is another day...